I understand you Crysty, We all do.But nothing is permanent, It all comes to an end, These hopes that we have are not hollow. Like you said, we can't change fate, not for now atleast...So it's not very bad to be kind of ignorant on these things, don't upset yourself over things you can't change.
Seeing everyone so hopeful really breaks my heart.If I didn't know better I'd say it's time to finally delete this shithole, but I very much doubt that's anytime soon, and even if they do connect, it would just be another crumb of unusable internet that they will take away tomorrow once again-
because of another war or any other bullshit excuse that they come up with.I'm not saying this to ruin your hopes, I'm only stating my opinion on this.And why do I think that? Simply because we're not allowed living in this place, soon we'll even have to count our breaths just to make sure we
-don't take too many.We're not allowed to have one little thing keeping us distracted through all this shit.In their eyes we're not.And normally that wouldn't matter, but when the ones in control see you as nothing but pawns in a game, it has to.I don't even know why I'm writing this.
Lately, I've had a lot of alone time to think about stuff.And one thought just doesn't seem to leave me alone.As I'm writing this, someone on the other side of the globe is probably having their best life without even noticing.Our biggest wishes is just...daily life for them.
They wake up and do their daily routine, and never even think twice that someone, somewhere...might die to be in their place, literally.And there's a lot of them. Millions, billions even.And I'm sitting here wondering.Why did it have to be like this?Why would life just be on hard mode for us?
But isn't that what all of us ask everyday?Or is it just me that's lost all hope?Fate is a cruel thing, and yet unchangeable most times.You just just have to sit there and watch everything you've ever loved, cared for, all of your hopes and dreams turn to ashes.And you can't do anything about it.
You're just too...insignificant for the world to care.Just like how all those poor souls we lost were. I wish they're free now, at least. Free from their shackles. Free from all of this, the nightmare you can't wake up from, the hell on earth that they created, all of it.
I've already spoke too much, but you know, writing is kind of my thing. It makes me feel more peaceful at times. This is pretty odd for me to say publicly though, because I'm never this serious, I suppose.There's no pressure for anyone to read it fully, but if you did, thank you for your time.
12:12 - 26 May 2026
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@Ashkan138326 May 2026Replying to @cryxsty02"Why did it have to be like this?Why would life just be on hard mode for us?"That's the thing about 'Universe', 'Fate' or whatever bullshit you wanna name it, it's cruel and unjust, there is no ideal justice, the world is filled with illusions of goodwill and justice and equity, but the reality-
